2012 in a nutshell..

well, last thing I wrote on here was pretty much a year ago. It seems to have gone by very quickly, yet this year has been particularly hard on me, which makes it seem like ages. I thought I would attempt to write down all that has happened and even attempt to look back and see what I have learned. Ill try not to make it seem to depressing or weigh it down with details. For the most part my father has been in and out of hospitals and rehabilitation centers for the past year and still going. I didn't end up taking the MCAT like I said I was, because the week before was when my dad was first in the hospital in the ER... and just like that in a very short amount of time, I've hit the infamous quarter- life crisis,also particularly hard. Not only have I second-guessed my career choice to be a doctor, but i have second-guessed my faith, which maybe the more difficult of the two. I have no more answers, maybe even no more questions to ask... what's done is done. I have devoted the past year of my life to my fathers well-being, and care and for as long as he is here, i will be by his side. I moved back home, along with my job here. Got my own little place,and bought a new(2010) car! I left Prescott so suddenly, that later it dawned on my how much i really liked it there! it grew on me! and best of all the people were fantastic and i still keep in touch with them!I don't have much of a social life, its rare to find time for myself, and when there is, all i want to do is just relax at home and maybe watch a movie that came out a year ago, that i would have liked to see in theaters. Im almost positive that this year has aged me, and i don't sleep too well anymore, so that may be a factor! however, at the end of the day, i feel grateful, for the friends and family that i do have and have stood beside me :) Im not perfect by any means and i'm still working on me...but cherish every moment with anyone that is special to you,know that its better to say too much than never to say what you need to say.