I absolutely just LOVE it when you happen to stumble across a song/lyrics that you instantly connect to.. and get that feeling of " wow!,..thats EXACTLY how i feel right now!" Sometimes our hearts and minds feel emotions or senses we ourselves cannot describe. Music for me, is SO powerful in expressing such feelings...may it be love, contentment,anger..etc. I never really understood why some couples have " a song"...but lately i've been thinking...maybe its because they truly feel soooo strongly for one another thats indescribable .. and that maybe that song is the only way to remotely put it. For me, whenever i'm angry/sad/excited/anxious (any emotion in the book) i've turned to music.. and when i stumble on that ONE song that i happen to connect to at the moment, i instantly love it..and will listen to it over and over and over again.
Music is my coping mechanism along with cleaning obsessively, just as others perhaps exercise or cry...or hit a pillow.. i think its sooo important to find SOMETHING to do while being in a state of emotional discomfort. however, i do wonder about those who make an UNhealthy coping mechanism choice...and make their emotional discomfort even more uncomfortable. Can a coping mechanism become a bad habit!?
In other news, i miss being in school, yes i said it. I just like to learn! As much as i dreaded dragging my butt out of my warm bed in the mornings, i find myself lacking regular intellectual conversation/wonderings in every day to day life...job searching and what not....wonder if there is a song about that!?... :)
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