so much for plans..

Well being that it is two weeks from my anticipated MCAT test day. I'm feeling high level of anxiety and feel like I'm DEFINITELY not ready..
As much as i hate to drag out this process longer, i think it would be better for me to keep practicing and working on my test taking skill which are clearly not good, and i need to be able to do this well, because it will benefit me in medical school. Lots of people in my life have suggested taking it later rather than sooner, i just didn't listen because i wanted to get it over with. After all, i have NOTHING but time left to be able to do that right!? that was the nice thing about this 2 year hiatus. i realized i don't want to fail at this again, if i can prevent it from happening in the first place... so... i may repeat the Kaplan course for good measure, but most of all keep working on my verbal reasoning and critical thinking and most importantly TIMING. The course really really did help me though!!
So until then i will definitely start volunteering at the hospital here, since ill be here for a little while. Hopefully get a part time job or something to keep me occupied at least. and the NEW test day will be January 28th or so... and hopefully i will be more confident going into this for the second time!!